disappear like a bubble
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Here it comes again. I could remember the last time i felt the same way. i just wanted to disappear. be someone else. i was down.
… and i just want to make everything i felt disappear.
last time, i called a friend and told her to pack her things if she wants to go with me to some island. she said yes, and right after i put the phone down, i gathered my bags, left my phone on my dresser and off i went to see her.
This time, i probably could not escape right away, but i will do everything to shake this feeling off. it may take sometime but i will try to get out of here before i get stuck. somehow, i’m glad that i’d be meeting my good old friends this summer. they were excited for the reunion and for their long break off their respective jobs.
i was excited to get out of here and find some place i can be someone else and be happy. even for just a while.
if only i could hug you right now, i would have done so.. if there is anything i can do to make you feel any better than you are feeling right now, i would have done so without hesitation.. since that is not possible, i can only send you my fervent prayers and hope that the Lord will wash away every hurt and pain you are feeling at the moment. please don't disappear, my dear stepsister..
“May you always have walls for the winds, a roof for the rain, tea beside the fire, laughter to cheer you, those you love near you and all your heart might desire.” - Irish blessings quotes
i am feeling better now. thanks for the comfort and the solace. it is indeed hard to fight the little battles in life without a dear friend by your side. thanks a lot.
XOXO
I was totally bummed about a person I really felt for when I took that shot, glad someone else saw something in that pic... I thought I was the only one. I'm glad your feeling better.
thanks MxRonin. You have such a great eye for beauty. Credits to you for such a great shot! hope you won't mind the scribbles on it.
Not at all! :D